Time moves so slowly In the wreckage of my soul The pain, the dark, the feeling Of never being whole The world has kept on turning Since Nathan went away The pain so sharp still burning Consumes me every day It’s said that time’s the healer But not for me it seems The hurt just keeps on growing Now even in my dreams The first 9 months of waiting Excitement, full of joy The second 9 just sadness I’ve lost my little boy Time is struggling badly To ease the pain in me I cannot see it helping Should it have eternity He gave my life its meaning He gave my life its light When times were hard and trying He gave me strength to fight Now he’s gone what can I do Survive this empty place I keep alive his memory And see his smiling face He always was my angel Something you could not buy I know he’s watching over me From his new home in the sky